#i miss my dad so much :(

[justmeinadaze]

My dad would have been 60 today...

I miss him so much❤

[qvietspvce]

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[deadtothebones]

Ville was right there is no end to the hurting

[reignthehighseas]

I miss my dad

I miss who he was before

Before Her.

I miss when I could spend time with him

Without feeling guilty

Because I know She doesn't want me there.

I miss knowing that he loved me

When I could hug him

And tell him I loved him

But since She got here

Its like he doesn't want me here.

But I'm not allowed to be angry

Because that would be selfish

I know how much he loves Her

So I'll just pretend it doesn't hurt me.

[house-on-sand]

my brother logged out of our dad's tubi account on the tv and that's such a stupid thing to be upset about but i am i wanna cry because ill never be able to log onto it again bc we don't know the password and it's like losing another part of him and it's so so stupid for this to make me sad

[throwing-roses-into-the-abyss]

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[thesoundofmadness]

OH SO GRIEF OVERWHELMS HUH

[vole-mon-amour]

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[smileymoth]

Girls when YOURE THE ONLY ONE WHO WORE YOUR SEATBELT WE'RE THE ONLY ONES THAT CRIED CATASTROPHIC ACCIDENTS YOURE THE ONLY ONE THAT DIED SO KEEP MY CASKET CLOSED YOUR HEART BEATS UNDER THE FLOOR IT HAUNTS ME IN MY DREAMS

[selfconsciousfangirl]

National holidays are a big deal here. Huge. Massive. My dad used to host big extended family parties —they were the highlight of our year.

It’s been ten years since he’s been gone. The void he left behind feels so real and present today. It is what it is. Pain and grief and mourning change with time. Where there was a wound now there’s a scar.

Ya no es lo mismo. Nunca más será lo mismo

[ducklingpia]

Alright so can we talk about the Rafayel to Caleb girlie - pipeline because I’m seeing something interesting

I feel like a lot of Rafayel girlies are so into Caleb right now. Like I saw a lot of us posting about Gege and discussing about his storyline more than other girlies does.

What is with us here? 😂

I saw the post talking about Caleb is for the only-child/ or oldest child who grow up ALONE and I was like, hold on a minute. I think I cracked the code

1. We do have a type. A complex, have a tragic back story but also very passionate man. The type to not be very easy to love. But will be the most loyal& devoted to you through thick and thin

2. From howl in howl's moving castle to Prince Zuko to Gojo Satoru to Oikawa to Rafayel to Caleb- something like that

3. Plus if you are an ARMY, who's your bias in BTS and why it is Min Yoongi??

4. You are not scared of a complicated (fictional) man, you’re not scared to put in the effort for them, to understand and get to know who they are (bc maybe nobody has ever put an effort to really understand you before)

5. And you’re the type to not scared of their ‘flaws’ or ‘imperfections’ (bc you also have some parts of you that is not perfect and you know they would accept them as what it is)

6. you're attracted to someone who doesn’t care if you make mistakes or not be a perfect human being all the time (because you have to be like that all your life)

7. We need a man who is a little bit intense. For some people they’re too overbearing, but for you it's just right. Someone who’s not scared to be ‘too much’ for you in terms of expressing their love (bc that’s what you fear you are so you learn to keep most of your emotions to yourself- leaning more on avoidant side)

8. The kinda guy who would hide their emotional side behind those playful gazes (bc sometimes you did that too)

9. THE BANTER, they have to be a bit of playfulness from them and be able to joke about serious stuffs with you

10. You need someone to heal your inner child. A part from you that never got taken care of

Now with the only child who grew up ALONE topic

As an only child, I grow up in a household where every woman in my life are living the life of “Strong, independent, girlboss” woman to the point of burning themselves on the ground. I see the cycle repeating for several generations until my own.

I grow up mostly alone, having to take care of myself in every aspects. And I mostly did it well.

But In reality, I just can’t effort to be reckless. Because if I don’t take care of myself and keep myself in check, nobody else will.

(Nobody will save me but me)

For some people the “Yandere” side of Caleb are a red-flag but for me?

to have a man care about you and taking care of you all the time? Notices about every details in your life and makes sure you never have to lift a finger? the man who's so down bad and would burn the world down for just you alone?

That’s my wet dream, A fantasy.

unlike MC, maybe because I have to live as an independent woman my whole life. I have nothing to proved.

I just want to be loved.

I just want to be a woman

I just want to just 'be'

His doting & overprotective personality healed the little girl inside me.

Same with Rafayel, being with him always heals my inner child that I never fully experience as a kid.

Both of them are so 🥺🤌🏻🤌🏻🤌🏻

[doctorsiren]

I’ve been thinking about Miles as Serizawa quite a bit 😁

[dootznbootz]

Thinking about how Telemachus has heard "You are just like your father" by so many people for most of his life. How different yet refreshing it is to hear said father tell him warmly "You're so much like your mother".

[skunkes]

[sicc-nasti]

On this episode of: It’s always Sunny in Tuefort

The Mercs Make Scout A Dating Profile

Its going as one might expect